If I gain the whole world??

The last command slowly finds its way to my receptive heart. Yesterday night was awesome but today is equally marvelous. The sermon Tony delivered is spot on and it couldn't be better than how it has been delivered.

While I have struggled all the while about communicating my feelings and how my world often turned topsy turvy everytime I starts talking, I find a renewed strength in me to keep on pressing on forward in spite of my lacking.

I find a verse to help me pray for strength. It is in Psalm 51:15 Oh Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will declare your praise. In that prayer, God answer me back by giving me another verse to digest in Psalm 49:3 My mouth will speak words of wisdom; the utterance of my heart will give understanding.

Today the two verses complimented by the sermon the evangelist Tony Anthony preached on about the priority of the church which is none other than to proclaim the gospel. It is yet another awakening in my sleepy spiritual life.

I would take Tony word seriously on how when you think you are the least possible candidate to be used by God, you could be actually the "perfect" person for the role because in lacking you will follow God's lead. Amen to that.

I am scared but I am willing. I would follow where He leads me. I will let the life in me starts flowing and become the source of life for others to drink on that they shall never thirst anymore in this life time.

I agree that the real problem lies in the heart of people and if people are to be fixed the one thing that need to be changed for good is the heart so that they will hunger no more.

I believe that Satan is doing all his might to stop people from listening to God and receiving the gospel because when gospel has reached to the end of the earth and to all the nations then the end of days will come and so is the end of the devil's reign.

I believe as what has been written in Mark 8:35 For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it.

For what will be the end of me if I gain the whole world but lose my own soul.