Be still

It is easy to say all the bad things under the pretense of being "sincere". I love the feeling of unburdening myself through words written down but I am afraid if it doesn't quite serves it purpose of building up or edifying others. Just then, I thought of calming myself down and found a comforting verse from Psalm 46:10 Be Still and Know that I am God.

The verse says everything. I shouldn't act or feel stronger just because I thought I know it all and vice versa I shouldn't act or feel weaker just because I thought I have the right to feel whatever I feel. The spirits of enjoying my labour may ebbs away and unsettled spirits come to replace it but still the one who have everything in control is God. No one else but Him, the makers of everything.

I thank God for never letting me go all the way to fall. He is always right on time to catch me when I am just about to fall.

I thank God that today He allows me to feel the need of looking for His comfort.

I thank God that He did not wait so long for me to stay in my "comfortable zone" lest I turn a blind eye on His perfect words.

Thank You Lord and if I keep on forgetting You, please remind me again and again through those unsettling things that urge me to let You in lest I become proud and lazy to find Your solace.

Thank You for always being there for me when I need someone the most.

I love you Lord! Please forgive me for always trying to be on my own.

I am blessed indeed to have You in my life.

Amen