I miss writing. I have not been able to access my blog from my computer. It seems there is something going wrong with the applications I have uploaded or whatsoever that keeping me away from accessing my beloved blog. I thought I could never write here again. Thank God, I did manage to get in today.
I have so much of things to say including all the stuff I thought I could have shared with you if only my blog has been accessible to me.
However, just to celebrate my comeback after a month or so missing in action, I just wanted to thank the Lord for keeping up with me.
Last week, I went for my first VAM and managed to participate in a poster presentation. Its a little thing but it was a giant step for me towards a greater thing (perhaps) in the future. What really motivated me perhaps was this kind but encouraging senior who saw past my feeling of inferiority and just had this nerve to throw things to me and expected me to deliver with no qualms. Yes.. I did and I am happy he did. At the end of the conference he approached me and throw another challenge for me to be an oral presenter on next year conference. I assumed his expectation this time and simply said "Well if there is a good case" and he said "I'll give you one" to my dismay??.. or may be to my excitement. I did not win anything but I am not sad because I have given my best and my hundred percent effort to finish up and be present fully for the conference.
Perhaps the sweetest moment was when the director praised my hard work. I think that was enough of my sweat. It was not easy to be recognized by your hard work.
I am continuing my journey to become "more" as in exploring my full potential. Yes, my senior is right, if it depends on me I do not want to end up just being an average if I could make it my best and my best won't stop just here.
Talking about excellence, as I go through the documents I realized how many times I wasted doing on the same documents over and over again simply because I wanted perfection. Yesterday I told myself, for today only I am going to give my best on this particular subject and document and let the next person handle it to her or his best of ability. I think that really unloads a lot of my burden especially now that I have to prepare a lot of documents. Of course I can always review it from time to time but not to change it every other day to the minute details until I have no more room for others to finish.
About furthering my study, another thing that lately come into light is the proposal of my research. I am happy that something as delicate as proposal can finally reach my mind because I really want to do something not just for the sake of getting the certificate but for the benefits of my field of study. With Lord help, I know it is possible.
I am now preparing for next year. I hope it shall happen and happen for the best.
For all of this, I thank God for everything.
I am so much blessed indeed.
I have so much of things to say including all the stuff I thought I could have shared with you if only my blog has been accessible to me.
However, just to celebrate my comeback after a month or so missing in action, I just wanted to thank the Lord for keeping up with me.
Last week, I went for my first VAM and managed to participate in a poster presentation. Its a little thing but it was a giant step for me towards a greater thing (perhaps) in the future. What really motivated me perhaps was this kind but encouraging senior who saw past my feeling of inferiority and just had this nerve to throw things to me and expected me to deliver with no qualms. Yes.. I did and I am happy he did. At the end of the conference he approached me and throw another challenge for me to be an oral presenter on next year conference. I assumed his expectation this time and simply said "Well if there is a good case" and he said "I'll give you one" to my dismay??.. or may be to my excitement. I did not win anything but I am not sad because I have given my best and my hundred percent effort to finish up and be present fully for the conference.
Perhaps the sweetest moment was when the director praised my hard work. I think that was enough of my sweat. It was not easy to be recognized by your hard work.
I am continuing my journey to become "more" as in exploring my full potential. Yes, my senior is right, if it depends on me I do not want to end up just being an average if I could make it my best and my best won't stop just here.
Talking about excellence, as I go through the documents I realized how many times I wasted doing on the same documents over and over again simply because I wanted perfection. Yesterday I told myself, for today only I am going to give my best on this particular subject and document and let the next person handle it to her or his best of ability. I think that really unloads a lot of my burden especially now that I have to prepare a lot of documents. Of course I can always review it from time to time but not to change it every other day to the minute details until I have no more room for others to finish.
About furthering my study, another thing that lately come into light is the proposal of my research. I am happy that something as delicate as proposal can finally reach my mind because I really want to do something not just for the sake of getting the certificate but for the benefits of my field of study. With Lord help, I know it is possible.
I am now preparing for next year. I hope it shall happen and happen for the best.
For all of this, I thank God for everything.
I am so much blessed indeed.
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