It's not enough just being able to go to work punctually. The most important thing is to go to work and work diligently.
My problem with work is, often than not my superior order me to do things I really don't feel like doing.huh! It's a challenge.
As a result of that, as much as I prepare myself to arrive on time I can't really seems to be at ease doing anything.
I mean, I arrived punctually, never go out during working hours, even have lunch in the office and leave office on time, and yet I don't have any motivation to follow orders.
Part of me is rebelling and partly trying to be submissive but in the end I only do my part minimally.
However much I tried my best to finish my task, there is always a line I am not willing to cross which is to do more.
I know it's bad but I must admit, I can't love the task I am given. It is too. . . .hmmm. . If I can use a metaphor it's like asking me to chase the wind and capture it. Imagine a bomb being dropped to you every time the order comes around. *snap . Just like that. No head, no tail. . . Well. . .maybe that's an exaggeration but let me just say, I am not in. *shaking head.
So, because the environment isn't that conducive or fair enough for a person to survive and also I have problem trying to give my best, I think I am facing a big problem like wasting my energy and dying slowly with a lot of pent up emotions. You see, even plant dies if not planted on the right soil with enough sunshine and rain.
How can you say yes when you really mean to say no or say maybe when you really want to say never.
NO AND NEVER
I really have to go...somewhere over the rainbow.
My problem with work is, often than not my superior order me to do things I really don't feel like doing.huh! It's a challenge.
As a result of that, as much as I prepare myself to arrive on time I can't really seems to be at ease doing anything.
I mean, I arrived punctually, never go out during working hours, even have lunch in the office and leave office on time, and yet I don't have any motivation to follow orders.
Part of me is rebelling and partly trying to be submissive but in the end I only do my part minimally.
However much I tried my best to finish my task, there is always a line I am not willing to cross which is to do more.
I know it's bad but I must admit, I can't love the task I am given. It is too. . . .hmmm. . If I can use a metaphor it's like asking me to chase the wind and capture it. Imagine a bomb being dropped to you every time the order comes around. *snap . Just like that. No head, no tail. . . Well. . .maybe that's an exaggeration but let me just say, I am not in. *shaking head.
So, because the environment isn't that conducive or fair enough for a person to survive and also I have problem trying to give my best, I think I am facing a big problem like wasting my energy and dying slowly with a lot of pent up emotions. You see, even plant dies if not planted on the right soil with enough sunshine and rain.
How can you say yes when you really mean to say no or say maybe when you really want to say never.
NO AND NEVER
I really have to go...somewhere over the rainbow.
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