The house is as usual, empty. When he returned back today, I wondered again when will I be able to see him again. My biggest question is "WHEN will I be able to become a normal WIFE"?
It feels like I only had a wonderful dream. One that I wake up too early only to realize that the moments has passed.
He is away and I am back to square one. Although I could never guess what would be in store for our future together, I am determined to live my life here and now being faithful and hopeful that God has a better plan for me in the future and countless are His good thoughts for me.
I now live in the moments. I waited and I hoped. I live to affirm God's promises that He will never leaves me nor forsakes me and that He has wonderful plan for me.
It doesn't matter now that I might need him the most because in this trying time I am still going to praise God and I am still going to believe that He meant to take care of me in every possible way. He knows that I can handle it. He knows my strength and He wants me to rely on Him only.
Dear Lord,
My strength is in You.
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