Today I was half asleep during the lecture. Thanks to not sleeping well last night. It seems sleeping problem follows me everywhere. What more when the subject was quite boring. Thankfully the lecturer was well-versed. One thing I noticed was, I did pick up things quite slowly compared to my junior. She is smart. ^_^ and...I was sleepy.
Secondly, I was again questioning my irrational fear of "speaking" up. I am not always like that. ..I don't know...why now??..
This place..is just another empty place for me. I feel as lonely as I am back home. fuh!..I really need a break.
Then I realized just how much I despised doing what I am doing. Test test and test. Repeating the same old things just makes me lose myself more and more each day.
How then?
I don't know. Going home and going places make no difference. Shall I make a total career move??
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