Guilty Pleasure

I am sipping a hot jasmine tea right now. :)

It reminds me of "Thailand". In year 2006 the company I worked at, sent me to attend a conference in Thailand. One of the itinerary of my short visit there was to go to a Zoo. The memory is kind of fuzzy now, but I remember well sipping a hot Jasmine tea at one of the cafeteria. The aroma was so soothing I couldn't forget it. :) Not that it has something to do with what I want to share today. It just that, this jasmine tea really relaxed my mind so I can easily put words together to show you how I feel. These days what I really want to do is just to write something wonderful or insightful when I am feeling very much relaxed. At least, I can rub off some good feelings to you. Do you feel it?? :P

By the way, the reason why I write this article today is to break you a very important news. haha. Just a few weeks ago, I wrote about my new year's goal which is to "not shop for clothes" this one whole year. Well..unfortunately I have break it. hmmm..

Let me tell you why. ehemm..Consider this as a great excuse ya??,,:P

Tomorrow my husband is coming and I have not seen him since last christmas so I am expecting him to come with much excitement and happiness. Like any woman who are in love or wanted to show her best, I feel the need and I mean..I always wanted to look my best when I first greet him when he arrives. So I did a lot of things. I clean the room, I stock up the fridge and ..I scan through my closet to find the right clothes to wear. hehe..It sounds like I am going for my first date isn't it? Well..I still feel like that now.

It happens that, I really couldn't find anything that I wanted to wear to "please" him. heheh..So today I went out not actually having the thought of shopping in mind because I still for a minute wanted to keep my promise. However, I passed a clothing store and there was a display of a very modern casual style of top that really caught my attention. I fell in love with that top. But I tried not to be shaken at that moment. Instead, I diverted my attention to the bookstore because at the same time I am missing Haruki Murakami books and in need of his kind of craft to fill up my empty reading session. Anyway, as I reached the bookstore I flipped every book possible  but nothing captured my attention...still I didn't give up easily so I lingered there for almost an hour. But still I couldn't find one that really took my breath away. Haruki Murakami books were there of course  but I really didn't feel like reading the one that was still on the shelf. In the end I walked out without purchasing anything.

And then, I passed that clothing store again and whew..I thought of just window shopping and right there my mind was whirling with the thought that "Oh..this is so nice, my husband will love me in this"...hahaha.. To cut the story short, I ended up buying not one but three tops. Now that's too bad..ya?? kekekek

So I have to apologize for my hasty decision to share with you my ultimate goal this year. I have not done so well. Let just hope that the next few months will be a better time for me to keep myself in control of my desire to buy clothes. If you think kindly about it, you can just say every bad habits need time to be totally curbed. Right?

Right there.

Happy Chinese New Year chinggus.

XOXO