I was feeling a little giddy this morning. I am not sure why. Maybe because I had a sweet dream last night or maybe because I am feeling very peaceful with nothing much to worry about.
The last few weeks had been a roller coaster ride for me because I had to settle a few matters and what made it much more worrisome to me was because of the fact that I wasn't able to contribute my energy into making things happen in some matters. I think the real problem was I have not yet mastered the art of delegation or to simply put my trust in other people to do what need to be done. But of course maybe I should learn to just let go of things and just trust others more. Right?
Only because I am in such a peaceful state now that I am truly able to convey my feelings calmly to you. If not I would be either refrain myself from writing at all or write a whole lot of "craps" that you just want to hurl your computer or laptop because of "anger".. I mean how could an anonymous person like me dare to ruin your day by ranting those things that choked you. Right???...^_^
Well, I just want to say, now that I think through about those days I have been feeling like the whole wide world burden was upon me, I think I was being unreasonable. :) I mean I can't just sit down and not feeling a little turmoil once in a while, right? The world without turmoil is like a world without events and where there is no event, there will be no stories to tell, no lesson to be learned and no life experience to draw from when you in need of one. Life that has nothing happened is not a life at all.
With that being said, I am going to agree with what an unknown wise person who said in time of trouble praise God. I see wisdom in that. Moreover how else are we going to be tested for endurance and strength if not by placing us in a lot of trouble. Right?
I guess I really am special and blessed indeed to have the opportunity to feel burdened and at times feeling like I am at the edge of losing my sanity. At the end of the day experience does matter be it good be it bad. And then again, it can't be that bad. Most of the time, a man in shining armour or a Goddess like Galadriel will brings all those bad emotion down with just one word of encouragement and appraisal that said "You did great" and you will be back on your feet, just brighter and stronger than before. Right?
Right there.
You just really need to go down deep if you really want to know what is happiness.
Okay. I think I have write enough. Back to work ya!!
Hang in there
XOXO
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