Wednesday, January 30, 2013

If This World turns you into a Jaded Person..

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I was so *jaded* but now I am no longer bitter. I could not find the right words to express how I feel about *the reality in life* but..maybe it is enough to say that although I was so *jaded*...now I am sincerely a happy *jaded* woman. :) ( if that make sense to you) hehe.

I have fully accepted who I am to the world. I accept that I am just one person that can only do little things. I have accepted that although this world is not a perfect world, the aim of living is not to live in a perfect world but to live in an imperfect world with imperfect people and still not be ruined by it.

It felt so strangely wonderful that these days, I have been so calmly smiling about everything. Not that things has changed. It just that I have changed.The railing inside my head has slowly dissipated into thin air. :)

Well...I guess if you have been pushed too much in life you will soon arrive to a junction or a crossroad. You can choose the one that says "stay the way you are and just get angry with the whole world. Hide yourself, be selfish, get revenge and be totally dark" or you can choose the one that says " Be calm. The burden of the whole world is not on your shoulder. Just enjoy this life and smiles. It doesn't mean that you are weak or that you have surrendered. It simply means you have gained the strength to get away with a smile, feeling peaceful and everything despite all the harsh circumstances in life".

I guess i have found the new meaning of "strength". It is in being happy despite how difficult your circumstances are. It is in maintaining your calm disposition no matter how frustrated and angry you are with the world. It is in remaining true to your value despite being surrounded by those who loves to influence you otherwise.

It doesn't mean that you have not changed at all, it simply means you still believe in your ability to be kind, considerate, happy and thoughtful even when people are being unkind, inconsiderate and bad to you. It means you have become wiser to know when to listen, when to talk, when to forgive, when to be firm and when to be open.

I learned much that the success in this life is not about how good you are at things, but at how good you are at controlling the inner turmoils that haunts you night and day. It is about arriving to a point of view that don't spell "ruined" or "broken". It is also about being able to be the catalyst of happiness.

Yes. I love life and I want to live this life joyfully for the rest of my life while accepting the bad and the good one.

I want to live being perfectly happy and grateful for the opportunity that has been given to me to live this life to the fullest. 

Amen to that.

I hope you are thinking the same way to. 


Love.

XOXO



Sunday, January 20, 2013

I Can Do This Well to I Am The Only One Who Can Do This Well

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The Lovely Cha Seung Jo and Han Se Kyung in Cheongdamdong Alice in episode 12. They played the OTP part so convincingly I just want them to get married in real life. kekekeke..* Just an ad  to fill in my total addiction for CDDA

Some days words just simply shape up in my head and start flooding in uncontrollably that I have no choice but to write it up like this. Some days I have to rack my brain to find out one single thing to talk about.

Today is one of those days that I couldn't stop writing at one article. There are things I wanted to share and to share it now albeit being scheduled. 

I am still learning to express my thoughts and so of course I read a lot and write a lot. Like any other skills in life that will improve with practice, I write as much as I can with the hope that one day writing will be my second nature and something that I can do without sweating and something that really conveys my inner thoughts without being misunderstood.

Now lets get on to my topic. One of the reason out of many reasons why I like Moon Geun Young is because of her outlook in life. Every time she opens her mouth ( at least what I know of), she utters word that inspired me. When she was first interviewed why she is taking the role of Han Se Kyung, the role now she is playing in Cheongdamdong Alice she said " It is because I think I am the only actress who can play this role". I am amazed of how confident she is with her ability. I really respect that quality in her.

I want to be like that. I want to master something and be able to confidently says to others of course without putting on airs, that "I am the only one who can do this". That is called self- confidence" not arrogance.

At least at one thing in life we should be so good at it, that people can only think of you when it comes to it. Will I be able to find such arena to shine? Or will you?

I'd like to believe that as long as I don't stop believing that I too deserve to become the best in something in life, then I won't be so far from reaching it. The only thing I need to look for is that "something". What is it? It can't be too far from where you are getting yourself into or what you are doing now, right? NO? Maybe?..

Let see..You still have a long way to go..

Aja aja fighting!! just roll up the sleeves now and continue working (less dreaming). Okay??


Thursday, January 17, 2013

The Right Environment

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When was the last time you talk openly to someone? I mean really speaking openly because you feel peaceful enough to pour out your inner thoughts? The conversation need not be with a person, it can be with yourself. The right environment must have something to do with that. No? ^__^

There was a man that I really wanted to know when I was in university. But every time I saw him or with him, I felt so nervous I never spoke or did  the right things. I was totally out of character that our meeting always ended quickly with bad feeling lingered on the air. It was an awkward meeting with a man I clearly liked.

I am not sure why it was like that. Maybe when you like someone so much, it is hard to be calm. You  just go "crazy". On second thought, maybe I never met him in the right kind of environment that made me comfortable to reveal my true self to him in a good way. Maybe the kind of environment that could create a peaceful mind would rid the nervousness that weigh me down and turned me into a less than lovable person.

However, that was just an aftermath analysis and it doesn't matter anymore now. Sometime there is a man out there that you fall in love at first sight and you can't even hold your breath when he is around but in truth when you really are together with him nothing happens. It is just an awkward situation that doesn't feel right and no matter how much you wanted to right yourself for him, you can never fit in well. You are simply "not right" and cannot be "right" for him. 

Anyway, it doesn't hurt to start off with the right kind of impression by meeting in the right kind of environment. The right kind of environment will present you the opportunity and situation to be in your best element. 

It goes the same way with with everything. You can only be  at your best when you are given the right kind of environment to work in. It doesn't mean there is no trouble, it simply means you are contented enough to show your true quality by being in that environment.

Enrique in Flower Boy Next Door talked to Dok Mi about how the sea opened up his heart.. :)

When I was writing this down, I recollected a memory of myself talking to  my friends at the beach with the scenic view before my eyes totally sinking in to give me that calm peaceful feeling. I remember how totally open and transparent I felt that time. It felt as if the whole universe wanted to hear me talk and it was all because this beautiful sea in front of me. It was just a magnificent sight to behold. So..you know..it is good to talk when you are at peace. 

I also feel at best typing up letter by letter in this blog of mine when I just wake up in the morning and my mind is clear. The light FM channel that I turned on since the night before is really light, that it often creates a happy, cheery feeling upon waking up in the morning. I can always just grab a book, read 50 pages, take a shower, prepare a cup of hot chocolate with two slices of white bread and bring it on the table, sit down in front of my net book and ready to talk my heart out.

By the way, I did meet that "man" in the right kind of environment years after I graduated. In fact, it was the last meeting that really made me want to put up the sign "V", as victory because finally..finally I was talking like myself. Unfortunately, in the twisted turn of events, I no longer had that "butterfly feeling" towards him. I felt that he was still the same but I have changed. I no longer found him attractive. I only saw a boy that need some growing up.  Oppss..

Well..you just don't want to miss the opportunity. Right?

Right there and be COOL. 

XOXO
*Sipping her almost cold hot chocolate*

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

If I Could Do It All Over Again

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Every time a practical student came to my work place for industrial training or course attachment, If I liked them enough I would share with them my struggle as a student and I would not to say advise them, but let them know about my take on yesteryear of my life.

I am not sure if I had wrote about this before but if I did then let me just share it again today.

I found schooling years was indeed one of the most memorable times of my life but If I could go back in time there were a few things I would like to change or perhaps add.

I would add a hobby. Any hobby that would allow me to be creative such as "knitting" would help me a lot if I practiced or did such thing then. Why? Because a hobby is not only a stress reliever but it gives you something to do that you can totally enjoy. It allows you to use your imagination which is necessary to push your limits in other area of life.

I would also like to spend some time to read non-fiction and fiction books. To be honest, during those years there wasn't much time to read up non-academical books but then again, I also never turned to it during semester break. So I really think it was a loss. Why? By reading books like self-help book I will be able to view things from different angle. I confessed how much I felt lost during my university years simply because of emotional exhaustion and disillusionment with my goal of becoming what I thought I wanted to be. I think reading self-help books would help me to gather my thoughts more objectively then. Also books related to relationship would have help me to cope with the wild heart of mine back then. I could have gone through hundred of books and learn something from there. I could have been better at managing my heartache back then if only I tried to get a meaningful pointers and advise from books. Right? Who knows? You know people can teach you in so many ways, not just by interacting with you face to face but also through their experience which they had carefully pour out in the form of words in books. You only have to make time to search for it and TIME is something that never stops. It never wait for us. 

"Playing" would also be something that I could use a little more during that time. I am not sure why but I didn't seem to be really able to "play" when I was a student nor am I really good at it right now. I thing playing doesn't necessarily mean laughing one whole day long, sweating and hanging out with a bunch of friends. Now that I am older, I think playing or having fun depends much on your personality. How can an introvert person have fun hanging out in a club knowing the fact that she is shy in a crowd of people and could not even entertain the mere thought of dancing on the floor. Right? It all depends on what makes you feel "happy" and calm. It can be as simple as going out to "fish" or a day at the swimming pool or a day of undisturbed reading time with a glass of hot tea and a doughnut. I think that would be more like "playing" for the kind of person that I am. I would be so happy to include just a friend or two to chat and gossip one whole day long. It would be nice. I think it is really nice that way. Right?

I would also allow myself to engage more on public speaking. I would use those years to take up courage and just stand on the stage and "speak". If I learned well back then, I wouldn't have so much of problem becoming a "leader" now. Would I? Public speaking is something I have to jump on every opportunity simply because it is VERY IMPORTANT. How can someone who actually have so much of things to tell people just clam up and not talk when really..she wants to talk and wants people to listen because she believes she has "knowledge" to share with them. 

I love red and red means "fierce" and it also means "passion". Sometime I feel that I am not living up to my potential because I am scared. I am scared if my eagerness to success in something could be interpreted as "showing off" by others. Negative remarks bothers me. I also never place myself as equal to other people and always in my "mind" I place myself as the lowly person. Now that I think about it, I realized how bad that thinking was. I don't actually have to think that I am the best aka higly person, but I should have treated myself as equal to other people. I should have believe in my own ability and I should back then, gave all I had and "thought" highly of myself without needing to compare myself with others. I shouldn't back down "mentally" without withdrawing my sword which was my "eagle" spirit. If not, that's how you lose your identity and create a mediocre person when you were in fact created to be excellent. Right?

Right there. Its not late to "turn over a new leaf"

Remember that success doesn't necessarily makes you and failure doesn't and can never break you as long as you live. We must always move on from the point we realize our mistakes. 






IT's A Cold World Out There

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Han Se Kyung writing down her feelings about changing herself back to her former candy self to win Cha Seung Jo's heart in episode 8.
You know I like CDDA so much right? Well..I like it so much I googled about it just to fill me up with whatever is out there before the next shows is airing on week ends. What I found out on the net was, there are die hard and new fans of Park Shi Hoo as he has been a total mad hatter in the drama. I am a total Seung Jo fan myself. However on the opposite Moon Geun Young had equal lot of fans and antis which I found rather SURPRISING. I know she is not the normal pretty k-drama actress out there but she is still the best actress I have come across in my very little experience of  korean drama watching.

For the past two years where MGY was totally missing on the screen I had to go back to her previous dramas just to fill in my neediness to watch something that able to tug my heart-string on the screen and I am someone not easy to please. To be honest, the only actress I ever follow in my entire life is only Moon Geun Young and that is because she is amazing as an actress and as an individual. How can anyone hate her just because she doesn't have a typical doll look.

I love her so much, it really hurts me deeply when people attack her looks in CDDA when she didn't even do any grave ill to the drama. Her performance was perfect. She compelled me much more than SJ simply because she was a flawed character so much like real people out there in the world.

I can remember every episode that makes me think about my whole life from the first episode until the 12th episode and those scenes are all played none other than by MGY. she was perfect when she was alone and when she was with the other characters. So why can't the viewers be a little objective and stop being superficial. *Honestly I feel like killing some people just because of my anger towards some fugly people who can't appreciate talent. No wonder dramaland are filled with plastic dolls because the viewers just love dolls without "feelings".

huh!! So far..this must be the most emotional article I ever wrote about an actress. I am so into the mood of kicking the ass of some people.

*this is my way to defend her. But then again, great people are always criticized simply because they are great. It means people notice them enough to form an opinion about them. It means they truly exist and because of that, I still appreciate whatever people say about her*.

*grinning**

Monday, January 14, 2013

I Dare You..

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Hehe..What a title.. Anyway, that's for me to challenge myself on one particular thing I have set myself to do this year. It's not a big thing by the way but as usual I love challenging myself be it something that I can't possibly do or something silly.

A few months back I was having a conversation with a friend whom I don't get to see very much and one of the topic we touched was on the topic of clothes. I was astounded to know that she said it has been years since she bought a new piece of clothing. I mean..wow..I never heard of such a thing. It sounded almost like a "LIE" but on second thought that explained her styles that never seemed to change. She dressed almost emm..well I won't say "tacky" but it was like she dressed the same like when she was still a student way back when I first met her. There is nothing wrong with that actually. You know, to each their own. We don't really need to be defined by the world ways of changing images according to seasons. Right?? No???..

Okay, back to the challenge I am talking about. I am thinking of a radical change this year by not giving  in to temptation to buy a new piece of clothing. Just for this year. Let see if I am able to handle myself from holding back and just steer away from those clothing stores. Ya?? Yes..Please.. I must win this "WAR"..kekekeke

What about you? 

Last year I have challenged myself to go BEYONCE for a year. If you don't understand what it means, it means to not update my status on FB for a year. Beyonce to my knowledge is an actress who never speaks to the world via updates on twitter and she inspired me that way. Let us do the old ways of only breaking news when we meet up with real not virtual friends. Ya???

I think I made it. I have done it well and I am so liking it that I actually deactivated my main FB and create a new one that only serve a purpose to file aka record the books that I read and to follow my favourite actress aka Moon Geun Young fan site. huhu.. I have spilled the beans I guess. You know what, I actually love my life way more without FB. Maybe it is just not me so I better stick to what I feel most comfortable. Right??

Right there.

So let see if i can manage to pull off another challenge this year. It would be good for the Money. Right?

Will let you know, anytime at all I give in to temptation. hehehehe.
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Sunday, January 13, 2013

My Solace..

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I am totally addicted to Cheongdamdong Alice right now. Fuh..I feel so crazy...so crazily in love I just want to bang my head on the door. *Imagine Eun gi in Nice guy banging her head on the wall*. 

Now what makes me crazy over this drama? I don't know. Simply because I am invested with all the characters that I just wanted to watch the beginning of the drama until it ended. I am not hoping for anything because of course the scriptwriter won't be as bad as not letting the main actor and main actress to not get a happy ending. Right?

Are you watching CDDA? If you are and we are on the same boat. Let take this journey together. Okay.

Cha Seung Jo and his charming smile..

Han Se Kyung touched by Cha Seung Jo confession of love.. :P




 Now if you notice, both are my favourite actors; Moon Geun Young and Park Shi Hoo. This kind of pairing only happen one in a hundred years. ya?? hehe..

Okay, enough with my craziness.. maybe I should try recapping this drama. I will think about it once it ended airing.

Saturday, January 12, 2013

In Times Of Trouble Praise God..

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I was feeling a little giddy this morning. I am not sure why. Maybe because I had a sweet dream last night or maybe because I am feeling very peaceful with nothing much to worry  about.

The last few weeks had been a roller coaster ride for me because I had to settle a few matters and what made it much more worrisome to me was because of the fact that I wasn't able to contribute my energy into making things happen in some matters. I think the real problem was I have not yet mastered the art of delegation or to simply put my trust in other people to do what need to be done. But of course maybe I should learn to just let go of things and just trust others more. Right?

Only because I am in such a peaceful state now that I am truly able to convey my feelings calmly to you. If not I would be either refrain myself from writing at all or write a whole lot of "craps" that you just want to hurl your computer or laptop because of "anger".. I mean how could an anonymous person like me dare to ruin your day by ranting those things that choked you. Right???...^_^

Well, I just want to say, now that I think through about those days I have been feeling like the whole wide world burden was upon me, I think I was being unreasonable. :) I mean I can't just sit down and not feeling a little turmoil once in a while, right? The world without turmoil is like a world without events and where there is no event, there will be no stories to tell, no lesson to be learned and no life experience to draw from when you in need of one. Life that has nothing happened is not a life at all.

With that being said, I am going to agree with what an unknown wise person who said  in time of trouble praise God. I see wisdom in that. Moreover how else are we  going to be tested for endurance and strength if not by placing us in a lot of trouble. Right?

I guess I really am special and blessed indeed to have the opportunity to feel burdened and at times feeling like I am at the edge of losing my sanity. At the end of the day experience does matter be it good be it bad. And then again, it can't be that bad. Most of the time, a man in shining armour or a Goddess like Galadriel will brings all those bad emotion down with just one word of encouragement and appraisal that said "You did great" and you will be back on your feet, just brighter and stronger than before. Right?

Right there.

You just really need to go down deep if you really want to know what is happiness.

Okay. I think I have write enough. Back to work ya!!

Hang in there

XOXO


Thursday, January 10, 2013

The Goal is To Focus On The Job Not The Environment

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To be honest with you, the biggest challenge I faced in 2012 was my job. It had became increasingly difficult for me to give my full attention to my duty. Needless to say, that is why this year, the hardest thing for me to do is to resume working.

However, lately my mantra is "To focus on the job and not on the environment". It is because I really can't do much to those I have no control over. Right? So, I might as well just focus on thing that I can control which is my energy and my focus.

I am grateful to buy the book entitled Reinventing Yourself written by Mario Alonso Puig because it certainly has lead me into thinking about reinventing myself to become a better person. In relation to my job that particular story about Serenity which I have posted before really clicked with me. It gives me the inspiration to focus on doing my job and be a little oblivious about my environment.

Actually that is not something very difficult to do since I basically have practiced detaching from annoying situation aka environment. It only becomes a problem when I cannot focus on doing my job well because the kind of instruction that I got is always inadequate or misleading. I guess that is a price of working with someone who might be best described as "scatter-brain". But..fuh!!..** I am sorry. I don't mean to insult anybody. Its not like I love to label anybody whom I can't successfully deal with. It just that you know being a former perfectionist it is really pushing my limit buttons.

I don't want to hate my job. I become what I am now because it is my dream to be here. Its not like anybody forced me to be what I am. I chose it because it was and it is my passion and by now I should understand that having a job doesn't mean sunbathing on a beach with calm seas and blue skies. It has to be challenging and tough. It has to be something that pumped my blood and make me sweats because if its not like that then I don't think I am doing anything.

This way I can live my life better which is by appreciating every single day that I come to work and having to deal again and again with a complicated person.Well who knows what I might learn from here. Maybe God is preparing me for something bigger than just a complicated person to deal with. Right.

So, here we go again believing in "sincerity" and "honesty" to help me pressing forward in life.
Shall we DANCE to WORK now???

XOXO

My Journey With Go Dok Mi

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Go Dok Mi  talking about her fears in Flower Boy Next Door
I just finished watching Episode 2 of Flower Boy Next Door and completely fell in love with Park Shin Hye character as Go Dok Mi

Go Dok Mi typing about how she felt about not being able to speak up and how she was able to speak the most impressive lines when she was alone in her room
The reason why I liked her character is because I can totally relate to her being a closed off person and being unable to speak up for herself and also how she thought she could speak the most impressive lines when she was all alone in her room. Well that just about described all of me. Isn't that interesting.?

I am eager to know how the friendly warm Enrique going to change her outlook on life. This is a journey that I hope to see and to take with Go Dok Mi for being my "twin". Maybe I would be able to take a glimpse of myself and learn something from  her. Right?

Right there. Would you like to take this journey with me? Let's fangirling together watching Park Shin Hye rock the screen as Go Dok Mi.

XOXO


Saturday, January 5, 2013

Only The Best Count..

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I have a brother who loves watching the same movies that he likes over and over again. I used to not understand it. I thought watching a movie once is enough and after that I or anyone should continue watching other movies because well there are so many movies out there to watch. Right?

However for the past two years  I have been totally invested in movies that I finally understood the pull of great actors, great scriptwriters and great directors that I too have developed the same habit. I keep watching the same movies or dramas that I really like. In fact I wanted so much so to watch only the best one to the point that if I disliked it after it runs for a few minutes without thinking twice I deleted it. You know that way I can save my rage and continue to look for the one that catch my interest.

Only the best one count. It goes for everything nowadays. Even for books, I can stroll along the shelves of books in the bookstore and I can quickly decide whether to buy or to read a book after reading a few pages of the book. I just do not want to "vomit blood"?,,kekekeke.. reading on something I could not comprehend. That sound so bad ya. Well..that is just an exaggeration. What I really am trying to tell is that there are in fact only a few "things" out there that can really mean something to you. Right?

I now realize that if we really dedicate ourselves into looking for the best things in everything we can actually acquire the taste to pick the best very quickly and soon enough we would feel empty again as in looking for the things that can satisfy us

In order to fill in that empty heart, we would have no choice but to come back to the best thing that has happened or the best thing that we have read/watched in the past. It goes for everything. That is the reason why we could never get rid of the past because often it reminds us of what had been our best or what had been the best. We wish it will come back again and we will be able to experience the same thing all over again.

If it is related to books and movies of course its easy to just reread and re-watch it but if it is something to do with certain somebody then maybe you should just keep it as a memory. As you know, it might have been the best but people change and so are you

Whatever it is, the journey has not end yet and this year will surely promise you a new found joy in every experience you may encounter and every little things in between including the book that you read and the movie that you watch.

May it become a memory to cherish for the rest of your life. I pray it will be the BEST MEMORY EVER.


Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Let The Young Be Inspired and The Old Be Aspired..

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As an adult we have a responsibility to the young one and the old one. I see it fit for an adult to guide the young  as well as affirming the old one that they are still valuable.

When I think of the young one, I think of the children of tomorrow. These are the hope of the future, our little self in the making. I have always thought that I had an amazing childhood because I grew up in the vicinity of neighbourhood  that always protect and help each other. I am afraid the future won't be so much like my own and I have to find some drastic ways to help my children to learn about safety and community. 

As of the old one, in my place of birth, the old one have always been regarded as the wise one that must be respected. However, as I myself is growing older, I am afraid I couldn't see myself fitting in the society if tomorrow I am no longer in service and become a burden to those around me. What with all the closed doors of the neighbors whom we don't even know.

These are the trends of the urban city. There is lesser and lesser community to fall back to and more selfishness as in only caring about oneself. One day I presume "village" is just another "tale" to be told to the children.

In saying that, I am thinking about my brothers children since I myself is still childless but nonetheless I regarded them as my own. Every time I see them, I can't help but see sparks of curiosity and creativity, a diamond in a rough.  And then I thought to myself, children like them needs to go places to find some inspiration in their lives so they can develop their talent into something it has meant to be.

I also think about my parents and how they lived their whole life living in one place without ever moving to any other places. I see great things in what they have done with their lives but I couldn't help but thinking of how much more they might have accomplished if only they saw more of this world. I am curious to know what kind of change they could bring into their lives if I take them a little further from their hometown. Would a little different in environment be able  to mould them into something more at this age? I hope so because I know my mother loves education and my father is one man with genius creativity. I only say so because I can't be compared to what they are able to do even at this age. 

This also leads me to think that the only way we might be able to save our future is by never neglecting our children and our parents. Let us not forsake them for the sake of our own survival. 

Yess??


Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Identity Crisis by Mario Alonso Puig

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There was a shepherd who lived in a shack near a wood and a short distance from a mountain where there was a farmyard full of hens and a herd of goats. That year there was a terrible drought which meant that most of the grass had dried up. So the shepherd decided to take his goats on to the mountain top, where there would probably be more humidity and therefore he could find some tender grass for his animals. So he did this, and after a long walk, he got close to the mountain peak. There the animals grazed for several hours until dusk and before the shepherd decided to return to the shack he lived in. As he was coming down the mountain, among the rocks with his herd, he saw something large which he immediately recognized as an eagle's nest. Getting close he noticed inside were two chicks, one of which was dead from the nest having fallen off the rock on which it was perched. The other chick, despite making some small movements, seemed seriously injured.

The shepherd had no love of eagles because he saw them as enemies. On some occasions they had attacked his goats and even taken some of his hens. Nevertheless, feeling pity, he bent down, took hold of the injured chick as carefully as he could and took it back to his shack. There he cured it as best he could and began to feed it with small pieces of meat, allowing Mother Nature to do the rest. The bird completely recovered and began to grow and grow until it became a magnificent example of an adult eagle.

From the moment the eagle became a full adult, things began to change. The shepherd, who initially had felt so proud of what he had done, started to feel increasingly disturbed by the presence of the bird. In some way, he couldn't stop emotive images entering his head and he remembered what birds like this one had done to his goats and his hens.

One day, the shepherd came to a decision. He decided to abandon it in the woods, thinking that nature would help it survive and take care of itself. The shepherd took it to the woods three times and each time the eagle kept hopping about on the ground.

Not knowing what to do to get rid of the bird, the shepherd thought hard and the most absurd idea came to his head: he would leave the eagle in the farmyard with his hens.

When the hens saw this bird that they feared so much enter the farmyards, they rushed into the hen coop as fast as they could to take refuge. They soon realized the strange behaviour of this creature which quietly kept to itself, and little by little they started to get used to it being there.

The years went by and the eagle got used to living like a hen. It ate same food, it moved about like a hen and it even learned to emit the same sounds that the hens made.

Things stayed like this until one day a naturalist was passing through the area doing research on the eagles in that region and, on passing close to the shepherd's shack, contemplated the spectacle before his eyes, in disbelief: it was no more and no less than an eagle living in harmony with hens. He ran up to the door and loudly knocked on it. The shepherd, hearing the noise, leaped up and opened it.
"Who are you? What do you want?"
"I beg you to forgive me but I'm a naturalist and I am dedicated to the study of eagles and I've just seen something incredible, an eagle living among hens."

The shepherd understood perfectly the cause of the naturalist's shock and, after inviting him into his home, he told him the story of how he had found the bird, cured it and looked after it with his hens.

The naturalist listened attentively to the story until something shook him abruptly, something apparently trivial, as it was just a simple comment by the shepherd.
"The animal has lived so long among the hens that I have no doubt at all that although it has the outward appearance of an eagle, inside itself it is nothing more than a hen."

"I am really sorry but I couldn't disagree more with you on this point," answered the naturalist. The shepherd felt a bit taken aback possibly because he felt nobody could know his animal as well as he did.
"If you are so convinced, why don't you go and show me by making it fly?"

The naturalist went out into the farmyard, took hold of the eagle and did the first thing that he could think about which was to throw it up into the air and shout, "Fly!" the animal fell like lead and hid itself inside the hen coop. The shepherd smiled in an ironic manner, although the naturalist had no desire to give in. So, he started to look around as if looking for a lost object until he saw a ladder a few metres away. He went up to it and he put it up against one of the walls of the shepherd's shack. He went into the barnyard again, got hold of the eagle and climbed the ladder with the bird until he reached the ceiling. From there, he threw the eagle into the air shouting, "Fly!" The poor bird fly like a ball of feathers against the ground and remained there a few seconds, bewildered. On recovering it pulled itself together and rapidly went in to the hen coop to hide.

The shepherd then said to him, "If you carry on like that you're going to kill my hen."

Despite all the evidence against it, and all the shepherd's criticisms, the naturalist was absolutely certain that the eagle's spirit would never die, and for this reason, he refused to accept defeat.

Suddenly, something on the horizon caught his attention.
"What's that we can see in the distance?"
"That's the mountain peak where I found the eagle when it fell out of the nest. Why?"
"Because I'm going to take it there, where it was born and maybe in that way it'll remember where its roots are and will realize it can fly."
"You're mad. You're a foolish man, unable to accept defeat. Don't you think you've had enough proof of how absurd your theory is, of that stupid idea that the spirit of an eagle never dies?"

The naturalist didn't even try to defend himself but simply set to work. He returned to the hen coop, grabbed the eagle and began to walk with his eyes set on that mountain peak. The shepherd, without really understanding why and seeing that it was getting dark, took a lantern and followed them. They climbed the mountain all night long without the naturalist having a clue as to how to wake the eagle's sleeping spirit.

When they got to the top of the mountain, to where the eagle had been born, it was daybreak. The naturalist then noticed something curious: the eagle had stopped looking at the sun. Without knowing quite why, the naturalist grabbed the bird by the scruff of its neck and forced it to look at the sun. When he did this, the eagle made some strange movements, opened his splendid wings and began to fly. That day the eagle remembered what it really was and recovered its true identity. It realized it wasn't a hen but an eagle.

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