Because today I was on holiday, I took time to do almost everything. I enjoyed driving my car amidst the long queue of cars in a congested road. I took time window shopping. I took time to relax and to decide where is the place that I really wanted to go the most. I took time to really do what matter most to me today.
I thought about it over and over again in my head about the place that I really wanted to go today and the funny thing was it really wasn't a big thing at all. All I really wanted was a cozy place to have a lunch where I could comfortably ordered my favourite food and ate it delightfully.
I wasn't thinking about doing my hair, pedicure or manicure. I wasn't thinking about adding more clothes to my nearly full drawer. I wasn't thinking about buying another book to add to my collection of books. I wasn't thinking about doing facial treatment, perming my eyelashes or massaging my leg. All I wanted was to eat. :) .Even if I have millions to spend on whatever, I really was not in the mood to splurge on those said things.
I think I know now what I wanted to do if today was my last day. All I wanted to do would be exactly what I did today. I will just go to a nice comfortable place to eat my last meal and I will be ready to die..anytime..
But..oh..no..I am not here to talk about dying. Of course not. I am too young to think about those kind of things. I know I am tired and probably a little sick but I really am not thinking about dying. I just wanted to share about my whereabouts today because to me it is something that I rarely experience nowadays. You know the feeling of total "freedom". The freedom to choose what to do simply because I don't have to get up and think about "work".
It's good by the way to get away from your routine once in a while and be completely occupied by your own thoughts because only in silence will you see what you really want. Right?
Right There.
I am blessed Indeed.
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