Today is my first day of year end holiday. I always need a year end holiday to gather my thoughts. It is the time for me to see clearly the path that I have taken this year, the goal that I have set and the new realization that will be the mark of a new beginning next year ahead.
This is also the time of the year where I would keep my thoughts to myself and let it overwhelm me for a little while until I come up with a resolution. It has been two years of a "hard thinking" from my part. Each time I decided to either press ahead forgetting and forgiving or make a short term plan to leave when time and opportunity come. However, this year things get a little harder than usual.
I realize that just pressing ahead with unresolved things impending your way is not the best way at all. If I stay true to myself, no matter how I think about it, I can't just move on like I used to. Something really need to change.
I really think that I have to open up my heart a little more and let it show me the right way to go from here onwards. For the sake of sanity, I really can't just go on optimistically believing that things will be fine if I stay "sincere" and "honest" with my way.
The thing is I am one step away from the edge of a cliff. It's really really hard.
I am really looking forward to get some beautiful thoughts at the end of this year. I need some fuel to replenish my energy and I desperately need to get back on the right track.
This is the time to be Happy..to feel blessed..and to run away from evil thoughts.
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