But your parents love you...

I attended a motivational talk about two weeks ago. One of the topic being discussed was about "our worth". The speaker talked about how when we get older and at the lowest point of our life we tend to be selfish and tried to get rid the troubles of life by committing the unforgivable "suicide". We forgot that once we were and always be our parents princes and princesses. We overlooked the fact that although they are old and no longer have that much going on in their lives for us, they still place us the most valuable thing on earth. 

Our worth comes from God, not money

Being selfish is a sin. If we remember for just one moment that for some people we are irreplaceable we may never go down that road and commit the unforgivable act. 

Your parents love you. My parents love me. You know sometimes I doubt that, maybe you too have felt that way sometime and I thought it didn't matter even if i am gone but often times I thought about how difficult it has been for them to try and try to conceive a baby girl until I finally arrived. To them I was a blessing because I was wanted from the beginning. I was showered with so much attention that they never even laid their hands on me. My parents love me that much and yet..insignificant things like those who didn't care about me hurt me so deeply  and made me contemplate suicide.

That day when the speaker talked about how much our parents love us, the eye of my mind opened. I seek my parents for the last two weeks and I still can feel their love for me...that deep..

So how could I be so selfish and think that I am unworthy.