I can speak well.

I had a very stressful day today. There were nonstop problems to solve and I was totally exhausted. In short, it was a hard day.

I was questioning my ability to speak and ask question coherently because I really did not communicate well today. It was as if I had a speech impairment. I was lost for words? I could not connect sentences nicely, so I ended up confusing people??? ^__^

So I went home, feeling totally helpless thinking to myself, when will this "confident issue will go away". There are so many things I need to solve by talking. You agree its the most important thing isn't? Its not like I am mute.

Then I tried to find Mr.Hubby...maybe in order to tell him how I feel about my "Impairment speech" problem. unfortunately, the line was bad. Even the "line" was not on my side. So I ended up texting him "Its nothing, just want to practise speaking" since I rarely talk to him when he was out of town..neither do I speak much at home or at work. Geezzz... I had a feeling the speech neuron in my brain is actively disconnecting due to my lack of using it. What do you think?

To console myself, of course I write it down here to share my burden with fellow bloggers who might understand my "impairment".

Tonight, I am thinking of practicing my "line" before calling up someone important to solve a very big"work related" problem.

Yup..I am summoning up all my courage.

I am blessed indeed