I have decided to write something today. My week has started quite awkwardly. I have been trying hard not to isolate myself but I am not sure why, I feel so..lost and alone. It is as if, something has been taken out of me. I feel so incomplete..empty..
When I started out this blog, the same feelings has once swept over me and that was the reason why I resorted to start something like this to remind me each and every day of my existence that I am blessed indeed.
No doubt I am a human indeed. I should swallow up my pride and confess earnestly that I am not feeling that good about me, myself and something about everything that I am going through everyday. Plus it with the fact that I am such an introvert who couldn't say what she wants to say and can only write with limitation.
Why is it that satisfaction comes very difficult when you believe it so well that its happening everyday?
Its not about going forward it seems, its more of how to struggle each day.
But then, just when I write this, I really feels like crying.
^_^
arrggh...the world and..the burden, the sorrow, the past, the uncertainty of future.
My goodness.. how did I become so pessimist.
Maybe just for one more time I should try to live and if i have to start over again and again every day, I would be fine and I would finally reach the end without a doubt that I have tried to live with all that I can, with all that I have. That I have tried to be someone who appreciated life to the end. Maybe..
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